I got shit going on…

plus

it’s that time… Those days when blue is a feeling and pink is a mood…

I guess you offer an exit room.

You, being the door out of myself and into your world…

Audubilahi mina sheydani rajiim

I rebuke you out of my peace

Even in the midst of chaos, I will rather be present within me…

***

Your thoughts are replaced with strangers on stage

One after another competing

who can make me laugh the loudest…

In my solitude I realized

It was truly never (only about you) not to deny you the beauty God bestowed you…

But truly it is about a whole lifetime and a habit of being on the run

from the only person who would vanish without my love.

me.