I found an old planner of mine today… year 2013… it was so beautiful… and I remember buying it for the beautiful flowers and inspirational quotes it has written on every page… a little something to inspire and awaken the wanderer in me… always in search of the greater meaning behind it all… surely life …
Category Archives: heartache & breakups
Intravenous versus the safety net
I give all my crushes/situasionships a nick name. This one was called intravenous. He was one melanin-rich farax. Beautiful creature of a man. Tall and slim the opposite of my short and fat figure. And somehow he had figured me out. He would call out of the blue talk for an hour or two, fill …
Not. Strangers
How is it possible that we are back at where we started? Imperfect strangers. Only this time we are pretending to be what we are not. Strangers. From the archives 010
Once upon a jealous time
Of course, of course, she had to be a walking talking peacock of a woman. perfectly created to mock all my insecurities. That afternoon I cursed you three times. I cursed you for not fighting me and my bridge-burning tendencies. Secondly, I cursed you for looking unaffected by our story ending in chapter one. The …
Always there
Remember the time I held on to you for dear life? How I refused to let go. I was scared if you left that I would leave me too! I didn’t know then what I know now. I am with myself, even when I am not myself. The memories testify to this… I was there …
Away* Means where is he?
Abo away ~Where is dad? He asked…
Lonely my foot
With my laptop and cellphone nearby Who told you that I’m lonely?
My version of you
What I miss It’s the version of you in my head… The One I looked forward to meet at the doorstep… Kiss you welcome wholeheartedly Was it a mistake to have loved you so passionately? Should i have spared some of me? I didn’t know how to love me yet, but I promise I loved …
Carry me
Lately I refuse to get off the bus… I want to sit on past another stop…
