F e a r

Good exciting things are happening in my life! Alhamdulilah. I work my crocked spine off to achieve my dreams whilst doing something meaningful.

I am safe.

And yet,
I am afraid.
I am not afraid of dying.
I am afraid of pain. Ironically I live with chronic pain and autoimmune diseases.
The pain I fear is not the physical one… It’s the physiological war.
God forbid, we go back to being broken shells.
Tamed spirit.
And a bird with wings so big like elephant ears yet afraid to fly because her spirit has been broken down.

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