I Dedicate love songs to myself

Painsomnia but check out my view…

I am grateful for having a peaceful home ♾  this beautiful vessel of mine that keeps malfunctioning is in her best state of mind!

There was a time I could hike or dance for hours… But I was never getting away from the chaos and heaviness of my mind. The emptiness inside…
Oh, it was too much of it.
How could one feel so little, so empty and yet so heavy and burdened?!
I don’t know exactly how we got here!

But I would say…
• Perhaps a kinder inner voice did me plenty of good…
• A kind therapist gave me tools
• And time is a faithful friend… With time comes age and perhaps with it a little bit of wisdom.

Nothing lasts
Que sera, sera

I’m stuck with myself so let me make a love story out of my self-awareness journey.

Yepp, I dedicate love songs to myself, baby… You should try it too… Listen to a love song and sing it to yourself. ♾ as I write this, I’m listening to Stuck on you by Lionel Richie…

I think it’s unfair for anyone other than ourselves to put up with our sh!t or to wait around for us to come around! But our (own) selves must. Not only must we wait around for ourselves to come back home… We must learn to love ourselves… Listen I don’t mind being loved… I love it! But darling, oh, I have been starved from kindness… To be told you are “Loved” is meaningless if compassion is not present. Only I know how I’ve been starving for kindness… I never want to be in a state of mind where I can’t compose kind feelings and thoughts from me to myself ever again.

Stuck on you, by Lionel Richie (and muni’s edition hehe)

Stuck on you
I’ve got this feeling down deep in my soul that I just can’t lose
Guess I’m on my way
Needed a friend
And the way I feel now I guess I’ll be with you ’til the end (coz I’m stuck with me)
Guess I’m on my way
Mighty glad you stayed ( glad I didn’t give up on myself )

I’m stuck on you
Been a fool too long I guess it’s time for me to come on home
Guess I’m on my way
So hard to see
That a woman like you could wait around for a man (soul) like me
Guess I’m on my way
Mighty glad you stayed

Oh, I’m leaving on that midnight train tomorrow
And I know just where I’m going
I’ve packed up my troubles and I’ve thrown them all away (I worked on myself)
‘Cause this time little darling
I’m coming home to stay (I deserve to be kind to myself and stop running from myself with selfsabotaging ways)

I’m stuck on you
I’ve got this feeling down deep in my soul that I just can’t lose ( I’m a winner coz I have learned to love myself)
Guess I’m on my way
Needed a friend
And the way I feel now I guess I’ll be with you ’til the end ( I have inner peace and there is no one I rather be but myself)
Guess I’m on my way
I’m mighty glad you stayed ( thankful to my younger self for doing all the inner work)
I’m mighty glad you stayed

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