I don’t have to curse your name and disrespect the love I had for you. However, broken to pieces my heart still managed to love you. I loved you with all my heart and so I have every damn right to mourn for my lost love. No one dare shut me up, I will cry until there is no more to cry about.
Cry about our home that you trashed. Doqon yahow, wan Ku jecla. you know damn well I was damn good to you. I was good for you.
I will mourn us. I will mourn our love lost.
It doesn’t mean I will trust you with my life again or let you back in. It means I cry if needed and pray that you may reach your potential to the fullest for the brain I fell in love with
is buried somewhere within you. Boy, work on you and be the better you, I know(hope) you can be. Be that and all for yourself. And find someone else.
And I, I am allowed to mourn that which is lost without wanting it back.