My honesty didn’t depend on you. I just am.

My smile perhaps lost it’s Light, but the will to laugh and to be joyful was never lost. It was just buried within me, And in me. I just am.

My ability to love, oh dear It never depended on you.

I just needed to take a torch and search for the hint of kindness. Once found, my love came running towards you as a wild Bull does in the sight of a red flag… But now darling I am mastering the art of self-love. My love won’t be wasted. I will wear it. Guard it and share it as I please.