What I miss

It’s the version of you in my head…

The One I looked forward to meet at the doorstep… Kiss you welcome wholeheartedly

Was it a mistake

to have loved you so passionately?

Should i have spared some of me?

I didn’t know how to love me yet, but I promise I loved you…

all of you

All you had to do was reveal

A kind heart.

But we learned that kindness too can be faked right?

just like the big Ooo’s, your kindness was possessive, oppressive and fake… So fake…