Slamming doors
Heavy foot steps…
My trigger points… Heart pounding sweat dripping sleepless nights
I don’t remember How we got There? I don’t remember when and where The line was crossed…
Could it be The lies you told that I have believed?
Were you molding my mind shaping it with words… Until they were not enough to express your self hatred?
If you loved yourself you would have not harmed a soul.
I was lost in the want and need to help you heal… I did not though want to decorate you with broken peices from my own soul… I wanted us to heal and be complete each with in our selves… But No, you wanted yours and my tears my fears my blood to build you a Castle.
How much did I tolerate for you to treat me like that?
How much? Was I that much arrogant in the belief that I was capeable to hold you up while you kicked me down? How many excuses? Or did I too hate myself to think so little of myself that I would never find someone better…?
Someone to love me enough and not want to erase me from myself…
But now, I know that I am that someone better for me. I loved myself Just enough… for I got out… 🌟
